Saturday, August 17
hmmx..but wld
really like to thank the different levels who put in
their bests for their wonderful items +
for [at least] singing the songs louder than they did on
fri...
yesterday was so...urghs. my stupid cameo ran out of batt!!!
wanted to arrive in school damn earli
but something just had to crop up. din finish the prezzies the nite b4
and decided not to. things cropped up
that bitching and all. sucks. cried on b4 going + on my way there.
aft reachin,we started packing the stuffs and rounding up undone things. and i was fined.
oh wells. nvm. wonders if being really early will get rewarded...*prob like nv*
eeryrhing seemed to flow well...except that ge ce was rushing. went to help 'em. den had to
get them together by 11..and in the end ...we weren't even settled down till 11.50?
cld see that wuwu was rather impatient. but qt amazingly..aft the tchrs' got their food..
they din seem the least bit agitated or bothered by what was to be carried out. [read:
food can be such wonders] den was the part of bringin the sec 4s up. mymy..they
were really 'helpless'///not all larx. but glad no one got injured or so.. anw...the starting
was great...the songs and all went well..but they just weren't into the mood. haix.like all
those briefings + on tellings gone to waste. sure was such a bi*ching fact...games was qt
well..at least the s4s seemed to enjoy themselves but guess it'd dragged
for long...den was their items + cheers man~ all did better than friday!!! even for the sec 3s.
was rather amuzed + happy when the s3s commented that they were
qt 'malu' by the items we had prepared. and i'd guess they all
put in their best. even liying + suyi bothered to learn the songs + actions
((hurray!!)). anw...later was the 24thjie lishis' items. was v amuzed.
and very coincidentally, their items' content somehow clashed with
our item...but in the end we din present. ammily was damn good lorx.
her doggy-like grandmother stupor~. and when the white
batch went up to speak...tears just welled. seems as though i'd
rather be a hui yuan... and be under them. like everyone 's so
supportive of them + things do go well..really wonder how the days wld
come aft they leave.ran out of time..and decided not to present...cld
see that one wasn't tt happy with our arrangement. haix.guess
she'z just disappointed. then we gave out the certs. i din even recall
the arrangement till like last min.and she just had to give me that kinda
look. read really terribly. my voice was so damn sore...and still is now..
and all my enounciations went totally wrong. but thank god huangfang
covered up for me. hate it lorx. den was what jie bang?! dun really think i'd enjoy my post.
not exactly the most sociable person in lishihui...aiyahs. freak. wat cld i say? dunno. but hell
den ltr had the cake + champagne. got real sticky. tears welled from ppl...
and i cun do anytihng...but just let her cry on mi shoulder? like its the first
time i saw her cry. + many others. hope she's not suffering from that aft
effect already. felt so lost during that peroid of time.. guess
i wasn't too happy... haix. sucks. but m glad...wld be working
with cher. hahs. worked w her since she was s1 ...xinyu..den her
s2 goule...and now my xiao dai biao... but arrx. like nothing to do wans ...and its
so minor a role...hopefully nex yr's s1 wld like
huauhi and join it yeahs~ maybe shall go volunteer for being
camp counsellor~...but my class monitors...who wld want to be?
they shld b caught up struttin in their own 'stuffs' bleahx....
den was qing chang...
hugged sinyi , jesc ... and steph.guess i'd hug stef for the longest.
and duno why . just started getting so so emotional.
guess it was prob because i think she'll be the
senior i'll miss the most. got to know her since s1.
she became my ma. and we then cont'd writing lettas.
all the way till now. though they are getting shorter and
less frequent/..guess she's one of those who knows
me well. really will miss her. but wuz feeling qt guilty.
made her cry too. haix. den ltr...started giving
prezzies. was rather disappointed w some of the
sec 4s coz they din come.. haix.
decided not to give those who din come liaox. *bleahx>*
den was what.... clearing up den we sat in the canteen
...slacking..... \was so bored + totally drained then.
still wasn't feelin too good.but wuz really hungry.
fed myself with the sparkling juices **pukes..now** and
you tiao!.the maple syrup was nice...and so were the
samosa. was so full..den left for dinner [[eating again?!!]]
at amk central...was so bloated that i decided to just
drink bubble tea...hmmx. lamed ard. ***like standing
infront of the stall for duno how long and see
ammz + mj walk to and fro of us?!***
recalled the ms oh see moey scene again.
from the pt when me + ruijun were commenting
on the beautiful nightsky.
"so nice!!!..." and the lights came on...illuminating ms
oh + mrs tan's facees... ohh er...
den ...we reminisced about what wld have happened if we answered with ... "Nathan, being our president..."
heys..**its a fact k!!! den we gave ourselves nicer post names..like
rj=president...[still the same tittle]
mj=minister of finance
wen + xm= PMs
jm=senior PM
me!=minister of foreign affairs ... [[for time being]]//
was damn spastic.. the whole dinner.
but qt relieving despite the headaches + all..
den me,rj+wen went roaming armkc...
din even feel like going home...rummaged thru
bestway's cushions + commented on the
lacey affair + 'met' wen's dad...
haix. was so damn lame. guess we were
really too flustered. guess that half an hour of
loitering made me forget my unhappiness...
but sadly the trip home brot it back..
today /// was so urghs. feel so loserfied.
hmmx...ditto......slept till 4am with my contact lens on...
den woke up and bathe + went back to sleep till like 10?
was certainly mad.
haix. shall try to mug.somehow.
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oh hell.
i dun find any point in doing anything now.
like feel like just stonin...and wells
trying to revise?!
like...arrx. having
now + den. just dun have enough courage.
sucks. + cun find the key...
haix. duno. hell. hell. hell. perharps shall just
try doing hw after signin gbk..
its been a hell long time......
jy: thanx for being there yeahs. love u loads.
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oh wells. whatever.
found the modem in the cupboard.
feel so *_)@#!@
okies. slackin.
tried to do my maths.
but realised i really dunno how.
sucks lorx. haix. duno. no
pt in living. not at all.
duno larx. missed my cousin.
just spoke to her...she's so sweet lorx.
hahas. better'd make sure i'd be able
to go for her wedding.
haix. really having mixed feelings.
like i want to be left alone.
[[for god knows how long]]
and yet i feel so damn alone.
like all around me is concrete walls.
and ... furnitures?!
the TV no longer attraCts me animore..
haven even been watching tv..
dun even noe what's going around me...
haix.
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Friday, August 16
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bathing is nice!!!
woas. but arrx. feeling hot again.
hmmx. *sheesH* got alot of things
to do later...shall hope my ma
will suddenly be angelic + let me
stay up. seriously got alot
haix. hope i wun end up giving
belated ones. bleahx
^^haix...why + who r we working so hard for?!
hees. hope they'll enjoy..
okies. shall eat dinner liaox...
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Thursday, August 15
tt woman is here again...
shall update tml
*kaoz.* i feel my life draining away from me.
[[update]]
if only.. i had flunk my 2.4...on purpose.
then i cld have rerun
i cun have even got gold lorx..
like 3a,2b...and that one d?!!!!
regret stoppin to walk with...
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Wednesday, August 14
having el lessons now...
yah. not supposed to be here..but
really HAVE TO blog...
stop it**mich?!!!
o....no'!!!
can u believe it?!!!
]
getting freaked out as the =time goes by.
i hope at recess..
when i bathe...i'll be smiling
coz of my great timing...
but *arrx*.
then got physics ltr too...
haven finish studyin!!!!
sucks.
den lyk 5 items follows on?!
den still got some stuffs to settle?
jus hope + prays that...
somehow ... we wun be tt tt
arrx. shall try to mug nows.
but got a feeling i'll hate today.
can i not?! *sighz*
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hees.... haix.. i am NOT wimpy~!!!
and...i haven't done evil stuffs.
jus..lallas
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something is seriously wrong with my modem.
and that woman sure pisses me off.
arx. cun comment more.
shall siamx.
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Tuesday, August 13
arrx. reached home ard 8/9++.
hmmx. was rather drained.
but nvm. enjoyed it¡summhow.
although some stuffs weren¡¯t that
pleasant..but nvm¡love huahui
hmmx. discussed some stuffs¡
finalized some things.
+ realized ...kinda running out of time.
yikes. jus hope we
miraculously wld be able to finish up.
hmmx. but..hees.
maybe we really dun need any miracles¡
coz we allcan do it!
really hope it wld turn out great¡
after all the effort + all¡
our time gone to.
though i tink i will really miss these times:
yi qi mang ...yi qi chou...
hmmx.
to xuemei, ruijun, huangfang, shijie, wendy
rest well!!! hope u all nv kena scolding 4 ... yepx.
anw...colina! get well...mj! cya. jiam [[if u still online..dun forget something yah]
arrx. think i starting to heck about
assembly item.
which is really bad.
very bad¡
arrx. i dunno. damn freaked out.
like some of them ..wun say hu
still think everything¡¯s going fine.
well¡ nothing much to do¡
like no hurry or what¡
when its next week!!!
oh wells¡.
finally got back my modem¡
but..arrx. that woman¡¯s gonna be checkin on me.
feel like so primary kid¡ *urghs*
nvm¡shall cont¡¯d nex time..
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Monday, August 12
shall continue blogging…and gotta say this
without her, i wouldn’t be able to blog.
yikes. it sure feels funny bloggin in ms words…with
all the html and stuffs.
hmmx. guess what. i flunked my chem..
like that’s one of my better subjects?
and i flunked it lorx. kaox.
and that’s the only one..my grades for this term
sure will suck. but i really dunno how to present to my parents
haix. my modem..still not returned. days are getting boring.
duno. guess the happy day today was really…
thoroughly spoilt by what happened in the middle.
that really sucks. to trust someone
who actually agreed not to play anymore pranks
actually advanced upon. again
urghs. emaths test tml. bearings + all…and sheesh
i seem like not even bothered.
arrx. hmmmx. not in blogger at all.
certainly feels weird bloggin in here.
nvm…shall lighten evelyn’s load… okies.
done. shal
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i am now..entirely insulted..fu*k.
if not.. i cld have gone off. and go off..like now?! f*c*
kaoz. spoiling my mood just ... just like that.
okies.preparation for assembly item was so fun just now.
arrx. but damn
i guess this will probably be a damn bad entry...so i'll prob
advise anyone out there not to read it.
monday. supposed to feel the blues. but today i din.
and as what mich said alyssa is m-a-d today.
rushed down to school today + was caught up in the jam.
didn't mean to keep all of u waiting...
but u guys..damn corny lorx..at least go get the key?
nvm...was rather amused... ***arrx. guess i am really
pis*ed off nows that i have nothing but
negative comments. hell.
yah. then we managed to pump some balloons + roll some scrolls..
and all...then was CME.
played some religion game about Buddhism.
me, huishan + michelle were in a group...
and i must say we R so great!!!!
answered both the 2 questions correctly...
though the 1st one ....*hehes**[[ only hs,mich + me wil noe]]
yah...then we ended up with 6 packs of goodies!!!
was really having fun.
like anyone wld even see any single bits of
smile or amuzement on me on a monday....
yah. then it had to be erms...geog?!
ms tan came in looking pissed.
but she din throw her rage at us or what.
so ***phews*.
was qt an interesting lesson though.
despite the part of her telling us what was
tested and all.... *aRrX
den maths mrs.tan was so nice
lorx...offerin to aid me in maths and everything...
recess [[[ +++++ ]]]
arrx. guess i am really pissed off nows.
cun think of anything to say. just f*ck
i am sick and tired of.... ARRXX
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Sunday, August 11
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